July 10, 2007

Today, I lament.

I'm feeling old.

I feel my friends are ignoring me. Avoiding me.

I feel the apartment is too crowded these days and every small thing seems to irk me.

I feel I need my own space.

I feel the need to belong.

I'm feeling old.

I feel I have a lot yet to accomplish yet I feel I am moving far too slow.

I feel I want to buy a house, change my job and get a new car all at the same time.

I feel like working abroad.

I feel as if everything has to be done now.

I'm feeling old.

Thank the great Lord I do NOT look old. Haih.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Salaam

Dear Jade

Hope its not a case of premature burnout. As Indiana Jones once said "Its not the years but the mileage.."
Go easy on yourself kid.

D.N.A.S said...

Pi Penang, makan pasemboq, nak? hehehe. I'm in PD until Friday. Wanna join?

Angel Eyes said...

PAsemboq tu macaman?

Babe,

You're not alone. Trust me.

I kan ada! Sorry for being so busy lately. Tak cukup tangan!

Hajar said...

Galing: You're right. Am being too hard on meself.

DNAS: am going to penang this sunday. I'll see you there? hehe... PD buat aper?

AE: pasemboq tu rojak and sotong kangkung roll into one. tapi lagi best!

Anonymous said...

Jade,
lets have girls day/nite out.. :)