October 30, 2005

Salam Aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin.

In my writings, I'm sure I've touched people's hearts in not-so-good way. For that, I am sorry. May the Noor of Ramadhan and Eid shines upon us, and blessed us with His love.

Syawal this year is different for me. In fact, Ramadhan has been different all together. And I have a regret. For I do not feel I enjoy Ramadhan tremendously as before. However I hope I am not forgotten in the its spirit and blessed air.

How many times in life, when we want to say something it came out wrongly. It sounded even worse to our own ears. Things get bad because we were misunderstood. And how many times life, we let our emotions rule our words that made everything chaotic instead of sailing in the sea of calmness.And how many times, when we have to swallow the bile of our own making, accept our shortcomings, and realise the ever truth, we are only humans.

On a more positive note... I have been blessed, many, many times. Whether I realised it or not. And I am thankful for that. Life, has been good for me, lately. Alhamdulillah. And I hope it will continue on. There are still uncertainties, but then again, if you can know what will happen next, you're not human. And the element of surprise is taken away, thus life cannot be enjoy to the fullest. I wish, pray and hope everything will turn out for the better.